Wednesday, September 30, 2009

sorry ass communication

So how many wife's out there hear from their husbands on a regular basis?
Just wondering if the lack of it is normal?
I wanna keep writing and talking to keep our young marriage going but with out communication (real) every 2weeks on the phone and very short emails. I get discouraged. I know that everyone is different and I know sometimes it is easy to just not think about what you missing out on. I am in need here for some real heart felt conversation.
I work continually and maybe it is because I am sick that I am noticing the lack of him in my life.
I get fucking pissed that I don't seem to be much of an importance.....I thought he was on mission....get an email saying he is going on mission...I thought he was....and this is going to be a long one so basically don't expect any thing from him.

Fuck is it selfish to want to have an email every third or so? Maybe a phone call? I see all these other wife's talking on online and it makes me wonder.

Help.........I want to be supportive but I feel that after a couple of months of deployment we should have this down.

I am just wondering how to handle the next 10 months>